Inferno

Everything feels wrong. I am constantly angry. Life in KTJ hasn't been easy lately.

1. Taking four subjects isn't the smartest choice. Math. I hate it. I really do. But being the pure Chinese that I am, I am obliged to take it. Geography. I am enjoying it. That's the weird part. English Literature. Love the lessons, hate the prep. Drama. The biggest risk I have taken so far.

2. Cross-country. I hate running. End of story.

3. I miss ballet. I miss it dreadfully. I miss being in the small air conditioned room, surrounded by mirrors, with the smell of rosin in the air. I miss stretching on that pathetic excuse for a barre. I miss tying my slipper ribbons and cursing like hell when I can't untie them. I miss the pain on my butt after an afternoon of class. I miss ballet...

4. The accumulating pile of unfinished preps. Miss Ng gives a staggering about of unnecessary work. Mr Suresh's essay are impossible. I am actually hoping for Geo prep, but she doesn't seem to give any.

5. Sixth Form entertains. I am kinda disappointed that my ballet thing got canceled, cause I spent a LOT of time going to Irinah practicing. Oh well...they have their reason...

Basically, life sucks at the moment. Never mind, Chinese New Year is a week away. At least I get to go back to that meager town that I love so much :)